I make such a mess of things some times. I get so wound up about things that I end up taking forever to come to no decision and end up messing up whatever it is I'm trying to do. Take last night, valentines. I managed to get a dinner out arranged no problem but when it came to the gift I froze. I know what I wanted to do but couldn't make it happen and stressed and stressed and stressed about it until in the end I got my wife nothing. Seriously I'm a total mess at this.
The thing is my wife deserves someone who can make a decision and get something done. She is such a thoughtful and beautiful and wonderful woman. I love being with her, I love everything about her. I just wish I could decide on the right actions to do to back it up to her. I want her to feel as loved as I know I love her. In the end all that matters is that I love her and want her to feel that love. Nothing else comes close in importance to that.
I know I can be a better man and husband to my wife, I just need to make it happen. She deserves the best since she is the best.
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