I find it hard to get the right words out of my mouth sometimes. I get in to a situation in my head where I simply have no idea what to say. I know I have thoughts and ideas in my head but never can express them without sounding like an idiot. Maybe they are idiotic ideas but I have no way of knowing that with them stuck up there.
Sometimes I think that my ideas are also obvious so why bother saying them. Any intelligent person could come up with the same thought process so there should be no need to explain it to them since they must know it already. Basically there are a lot of reasons why I end up saying nothing in most situations. This is normal to me where I'm the quiet one in the room, only occasionally speaking up so people know I'm still there. Then again I do try to say something meaningful when I do and not just drivel on about nothing.
With my wife though, when I'm relaxed, I can drivel on about something that interests me to no end. I love telling her about things I like. I know I can always talk to her I just can't always express myself clearly when I do :| .
Anyway, trying to avoid doing too much more work today so I don't get completely tired by the end of the day so I think I"ll find something to distract myself with while still looking busy.
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