I've been back at work a day and a half now. After being at home and on holiday with my wife for 2 weeks I'm back in the office. After just that short amount of time I'm missing being physically with my wife so much I feel totally lost right now. I can't concentrate, I really don't want to do work and I just want to be at home with my wife. I have zero motivation at the moment. Even the thought that I get paid to be here is not enough sometimes. If we could live without me getting paid I would do it in a heartbeat.
Bah, talk about morose huh? Still there is always a bright side to life. My wife, our cats, playing videogames, that kind of thing. There just happen to be many obstacles in the way. Me working gets in the way of being with my wife. Cat poop gets in the way of enjoying our cats :| . Stupid huge patches taking 2 hours to download (and then tell me it needs another 400 Meg patch, argh) get in the way of game playing. You get the idea.
Add to all this that my body is a little all over the place right now with changing time zone, lack of sleep thanks to my nephew (seriously, I slept 11 hours Saturday night), too much work piled up while I was away and still trying to get the huge amount of money together for us to move and life is a bit too annoying right now.
So before I get too fed up I'm going to have lunch and some me time. Hide away in a meeting room away from my desk and just relax. Then I might be able to get through the rest of the crap here and other stuff to deal with before going home and relaxing. Such a mixed mood at the moment.
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