I find spending money both very easy and very hard. Easy in that if I see something I or my wife want I buy it. Hard in that there is quite often nothing I want to spend money on. Take my amazon gift voucher I have, it has been almost a week and still nothing I can find to spend it on. I don't want to spend it on any old crap but finding something I really want isn't just happening. I suppose it isn't a bad position to be in, not wanting that much more than what I have already other than the obvious.
I've gotten to the point in my life where I am very content. Sure it would help if we lived somewhere else quieter and I didn't have to work so much. But considering everything else about my life with my wife I could do this for decades more hopefully. Life hasn't been that terrible for me overall compared to what it could have been. It has allowed me to look after my wife and our pets without having to worry if we can get by. I'm quite proud of that, sure it was a struggle at first but once I proved to people what I could do it got much better.
Now I just need to prove to a new set of people what I can do and I can make one final improvement. Until then though it doesn't hurt that life is comfortable. So much so that I don't need to spend money on all sorts of stuff.
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