Friday, January 28, 2011

I'm a decision making machine

  Early in my life when I was a young child I used to hate having things happen to me that I didn't know where going to happen. If my parents wanted to go somewhere they would have to tell me a few days before that it was going to happen otherwise I would about outright refuse to go even if it was something fun.

  Compared to then I now handle things like that every day and decide to do things much more impulsively for want of a better word. The decision I've just made after deciding last night to change my life is to seek out some help. By help I mean professional help, someone who I can talk to in order to help me work out my feelings, help guide me on what to do. I don't want to make a rash decision but I'm determined to do something to make things change and talking to it calmly and thoughtfully seems the best things to do.

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