What now?

  I'm at the point where I need to make decisions. For me that is never easy but right now I need to decide if we are going to be moving to the east coast, move somewhere around here, find a new job or something else will come along. I hate making decisions and feel the need to just destress somehow. Fortunately I have a couple of days off tomorrow for our anniversary which is going to be relaxing and just my wife and I. I'll probably worry again with not wanting to mess it up and stress myself over that but I also intend to enjoy my time alone with my wife. Yeah there will be other people around but we will block them out since it is about the two of us and celebrating the day we got married.

  As an aside my wife found some photos from a couple of decades ago from when we were first married. It is kind of scary how much hair I had back then compared to now. Not to mention seriously huge eyebrows. It all seems so long ago now, especially when you consider we have been adults longer than we were children, once you get past that point you really do realise you are grown up and everything you decide should in theory be a grown up decision. Really though the way you make decisions doesn't change that much, you just have more experience and knowledge to allow you to make that decision.

  So the decision I need to make now is which way to move us out of the house we are in is the most feasible and best. I know what would make us the happiest but I'm not sure I can get that one. I know I can make one happen but the overwhelming feeling of stress you get from doing that and all the annoyances of actually making it happen (moving is one of the most stressful things you can do) are going to stress me out so much in the near future. Wish me luck.