This is getting to be a bad habit but talking through things with my wife right now and having things go through my head I need to deal. I need to admit what I am to myself.
I owe the biggest apology ever to my wife for what I have done. I also owe another apology to the other person for just about using them for my selfish side. I know noone will ever read this or be able to acknowledge any of this exists.
I'm just laying here in bed next to my wife as we debate things and work out how we feel about all this. I need to admit I am not the person people think I am but then is anybody? We all try and hide the parts we are ashamed of, try to minimise our failings and cause more problems by forgetting our mistakes.
Yet again I don't know where this post is going, it really is becoming a stream of consciousness today. It will be for some time and I'm glad I have a lot of sick days saved up since I won't be able to work with all this going on.
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