Reading and writing

  I'm having a day of trying to not do any work at the moment. My wife has linked me to all the stories she has written, short and long. I've done 4 of them already and am really loving them. She gets how people are together, the way they talk to each other when they feel strongly for each other. The family scenes make me wish I had a family like that when growing up since maybe I wouldn't be the emotional retard that I am. She can describe how a family should be when they truly love each other. It matches exactly how I feel about her and makes me a little wistful for not ever having experienced that as a child. I want to be able to express myself like that so I can tell her how much I love her but my mind just doesn't work like that. I only know the ways I know to show her I love her and need to keep trying to find other ways to show her since it is something I am not going to ever stop doing.