I love doing this

  I have no idea why but I absolutely love writing things down in this blog. I know there is only one person who actually reads this (hello you, thank you so much for reading :-) ) so it isn't for the audience. Is it as simple as actually being able to write things down rather than have them running around in my head? I don't know but  I do know writing them down here does help me straighten out what is going on in my head. I talk to very few people being a very shy quiet person who really finds most people not worth talking to. They are either idiots, uninteresting or really don't care to talk to me. That's probably my fault but whatever, I am what I am and I have no problem with that.

  Lets just go through a few things in my head at the moment.

• The crack in my windshield in my car is getting bigger, I really need to get that fixed this week.
• It was freaking 80F/26C degrees yesterday and it is February. WTF is going on?
• I really need to get on and work on a bug I've been given that people seem to be convinced is in an area of code that I have inherited since they guy who wrote it left. I know the bug isn't in there and I'm pissed off that I have to prove it since other people don't seem to have the diagnostic skills to work out where the bug is. This is why I'm writing this post, to avoid doing that annoying shit work.
• I want to post more picture posts like I did last week but don't want to run through them too quickly or seem like a complete and utter perv by posting too many. We'll see how it goes but what the fuck, why would I care about being any of that.
• I swear like a bugger sometimes, I cut it back in my writing though since it is slightly unprofessional to swear in all the typed communication I have to do at work :-) . Letting some of it out here helps.
• I really really want to have a kid but getting my wife pregnant would very likely kill her with her health. I still think this is my biggest regret and I see no way of doing it other than adoption really. Even then after speaking to my wife all she can do is point out the negative things about that. Fuck, now I'm depressed, need another thought.
• Still not tired of eating Honey Nut Cheerios, I've had a big bowl of them for breakfast every work day since I started eating them. Soooo yummy.
• I really do think women are so much sexier dressed than naked. Yes they are beautiful and you can see everything when they are naked but dressed the right way is so much better IMHO.
• Hmmm, boobies. Anyone want to guess where my mind is going at the moment?
• I've spent a lot of time playing my latest game Mass Effect 2 and am really enjoying it. I'm almost at the end of the game and am dreading looking at the game clock to see how much time I've spent playing. Not because I know it is going to be a large number but because it is the kind of game I would want to play again at some point and I know I'll need that amount of time again to play through it. I've been playing it for over 2 weeks now every day for a little bit at least.
• I have no idea if I'll ever have enough money to retire, investments in the current economy really suck. I earn enough money to pay my bills easily etc but I'm still worried about saving enough to enable me to stop working. Oh well, maybe I'll inherit a bunch of money from my parents before then, I don't know.

  That should do it for now, time to go prove other people are idiots again at work. Until next time when I waffle on about random shit or just go in to too much detail about something I'm thinking about.