The feeling of love in my wife's stories is amazing, I know that is how I feel about her even if I am too scared to show it sometimes. I still get scared that how can this amazing woman want me even after all these years. What did I do to get so lucky to be with her? Here I am an almost 40 year old man and I still feel like a scared little boy sometimes. Age is just a physical thing for sure, I don't think you really ever get old mentally other than having more experiences which helps you know yourself better as a person and accept what you are or to change those things about you that you don't like. I'm trying my best to do the latter so I can be the man my wife deserves and I'm never going to stop trying. I have no other reason for my life other than my wife, I know that. Sure there are things to do, see, experience and fill your life with but for me the only one that matters is her.
One more thing while I remember, I managed to kick my wife quite hard in bed last night. For some reason I was dreaming about playing football (a sport like most of them I never actually enjoyed playing myself) and really belted her one. Sorry dear.
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