Morning update

  A bunch of random stuff to talk about this morning and I want to start off with a picture. I took this one yesterday after getting home from taking my wife to physiotherapy. It will give you an idea of the kind of people our neighbours are. Currently there only seems to be one person living there with one of the dogs (the quieter one, not the really noisy one).

  This is a view down the side of their house, our house is on the right. This area is where their two dogs spent all of their time (one now obviously).  They only get to be in this small area down the side of the house, there is a gate blocking access to the back of the house. If you look carefully on the right hand side of the picture you can see the top of an air conditioning unit behind the fence. That unit is against the wall of our master bedroom. Therefore any noise from the dogs we would immediately hear since there is just a flimsy stucco wall between us and them.

  I'm only showing this picture to give you and idea of the shit we have had to put up with all these years. These dogs were left in this area all of the time, 24 hours a day, whatever the weather. During the middle of summer when it hits over 100F (close to 40C) they are left out here. The dogs were never taken for walks, never played with, never socialised with in any way. This is how little our neighbours cared for their animals and their complete disregard for how they affected me and my wife.

  Anyway, on to something else. I got to work nice and early today, 5:30, since as usual traffic on a Friday morning was really light. However as I went to get some breakfast I realised I was out of cereal, bugger. I just had to go out in the cold again to grab some. Not really news worthy but just something happening since it is stupid cold today for here.

  An update on that person we interviewed here yesterday, we decided to pass on him. He had too many issues working with other people and from the technical point of view there were doubts. Hoping the person we are interviewing today goes better since we really need to hire some more people here.

  Another random thought, I had a very fun sex dream last night about my wife, it involved watching her being taken by two other men. It is something I've often thought about, I'm not sure why husbands find the thought of seeing their wife with another man so appealing. It might be because we know that our wife is "ours" as it were and seeing other men want them and the physical pleasure our wife goes through is an incredible turn on to watch. As I said, just another thing on my mind that does good things for me.

  Right now I'm wondering what will become of everything. I'm trying to change an awful lot at once in my life. I'm trying to be the person I should be, trying to show my wife I love her and want to be with her forever (not that this is a change, just something I'm not always very good at), trying to get us moved out of our house, trying to change my job outlook either here at this company of by finding something else, trying to do as much right as I can in my life.

  One final thought I think before I go finish my taxes and get to work. I love my wife. She consumes my mind at all times. Despite all the crap I've put her through I know there is no-one else I've ever felt this strongly about ever. I need to just keep telling and showing her that.